Hello

I was eating at Red Robin,
and I saw a bus boy,
Now you may be thinking several things like...

Why is this significant?
Ew being a bus boy doesn't sound fun...
Why on earth is she talking about eating at Red Robin? No one cares...

Well let me just get to my point....
Being a bus boy really doesn't sound fun, it sounds crappy, you go around clearing tables and dealing with people who can be rude all day.

I'm sure I would get impatient, and get a bad attitude towards it all... Most people would.

But this guy, he caught my attention for one reason.

He was smiling every time I saw him.

He looked genuinely happy,
He had that smile that stretched from ear to ear.

And I'm serious.

Every time I saw him, he was smiling, never a frown, no complaining, 

He was happy,

He was enjoying life, or at least pretending.

"fake it till' you make it."

I liked his attitude.

So wear a smile every day, try and do it as often as possible,

Because...

You never know who is going to notice it...

Who knows? Someone may be falling for that smile.

:)

Mean

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTfbh3aeo9s

Someday I'll be living in a big ole' city...

But all your ever gonna' be is mean.

This is so true, I often times find that Taylor Swift is the narrator for my life.

Every song that she has is relatable, her songs aren't just about the sins of the world, the popular topics.


They are good, cute, real.

I love them.

:)

Just remember....

Someday I'll be living in a big ole' city...
I'll be big enough so you can't hit me.

All you're ever gonna' be is...

Mean.

Sparks Fly

I feel like a kid on Christmas Eve again...
So excited,
Can't sleep,
Wake up at a ridiculously early hour,
Waiting for the one occasion...

This occasion is different,
But I am so excited.

I can't explain it.

You have the ability to make me so sad,
or happy...

Your smile,
Your laugh,
Your personality,
Your nerdyness,
Your competitive side,
Your shy side,

You.
Everything.
I love it,
Don't ever change....

And most importantly,

Never leave me...

C.L.M.

I still remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild

We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same

You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

I said, remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now

We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, this is absurd
'Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped-up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/long-live-lyrics.html .]
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break or fall

And you take a moment
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
And I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered


Long Live <3

Long Live

Juju,
I will never, EVER, forget that blog, that was INSPIRATIONAL, but heart-breaking... I do love him.... And I have the same fears as you did.... But I will take a chance, I already have in fact... Julia just remember two things....

You jump I jump.

What's meant to be will always find it's way.

<3 

Love,
Kimbers

I'm gone.

You know what?
I've never had your respect, your love.
I have gone all my life dealing with you, and all your rudeness.
I make mistakes, I AM HUMAN.
You don't need to chew me out, and make me feel worthless because of it though.

And to him?
Well you don't stick up for me,
You don't have your own opinion,
You will never do anything except for agree with her...
Even when she's hurting me in the process....

So guess what, I'm gone.

I hope you feel the pain,

See what I felt... Because if you do then maybe you will finally open your eyes....
Sort your priorities out.

Because guess what,
I'm done.
You've lost me.

What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late...

Thanks Ju, I'm loving this song...


Okay so I am only in 8th grade... And people say you obviously can't be in love in 8th grade... and maybe I'm not.... I don't know, because I don't exactly know what being in love is quite yet... But someday I will... And call me ridiculous, but I do know that this is AS CLOSE as I have been to "in love." Just because I am young and naive doesn't mean I don't have the same feelings as anyone else. Too bad I am too scared to tell him how I feel... People tell me to go for it, what's the worst that could happen?


Well....

rejection
broken heart
loss
horrible feelings

That's what...

And I'm scared...

Not about telling him...

But about what he will say, or do.

I'm also scared that if I don't do anything... I will miss an opportunity.

I also hate how I don't feel in control of my feelings... I mean shouldn't I have control over myself?? But no I don't, and it's absurd.

Someday I will be enlightened about these things that confuse me though right?

Please?

Life

Well,
I think I have it hard now, I think I have too much homework, too much to do, and deal with...
HA.
I laugh at that, like seriously? cmon...
High school is going to be pure pain if I don't get used to it.
But at least I try in school...
People say I'm a goodytwoshoes?
Well... those are the ones who get far in life...
So bring it on.
People tease me for being mormon?
Well guess what IDC, because I have a structured life... I'm not going to be the one addicted to drugs in a few years, or pregnant.
I'm going to make it far because I surround myself with great people, and I will not give into pressures of the world...
I am going to have...

A good home

A family

A happy marriage

A job

Eternal Happiness?
Yep.

So call me little miss goodytwoshoes...

It'll pay off in the end.

<3