Sunday, April 10, 2011

What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late...

Thanks Ju, I'm loving this song...


Okay so I am only in 8th grade... And people say you obviously can't be in love in 8th grade... and maybe I'm not.... I don't know, because I don't exactly know what being in love is quite yet... But someday I will... And call me ridiculous, but I do know that this is AS CLOSE as I have been to "in love." Just because I am young and naive doesn't mean I don't have the same feelings as anyone else. Too bad I am too scared to tell him how I feel... People tell me to go for it, what's the worst that could happen?


Well....

rejection
broken heart
loss
horrible feelings

That's what...

And I'm scared...

Not about telling him...

But about what he will say, or do.

I'm also scared that if I don't do anything... I will miss an opportunity.

I also hate how I don't feel in control of my feelings... I mean shouldn't I have control over myself?? But no I don't, and it's absurd.

Someday I will be enlightened about these things that confuse me though right?

Please?

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